Dear friends, I write: it distracted me a bit '. And since many of you are far stronger than you write.
I'd like to close: how to close the register and open something new. We delude ourselves that from midnight December 31, everything changes. Some, lucky, which does not change. The move to North-West we are making, that we from 24-25 years and we translate to the merciless half the journey of our life, is a stormy sea, not a river that flows in one direction.
Yes, because no direction required here there are more: the mouth of the river is gone, and we sail under the stars. We decide what is the route. Directorate of Labour, of the affections. Geographical land to the most promising of Italy that can not reward anyone deserving young or in this case.
They are always very vague in the post, perhaps under the illusion to be well understood by most people who come here out of boredom or by accident. This time I will be more personal, and maybe you will understand me less, but perhaps closer.
For me it was a special year, marked by positive things like the doctorate, which has already flown to a third of its course: the trip to Spain last winter and it was lovely and full of company. The spring and summer do not remember much, just rain and the realization that the nature of individuals is hidden beneath kg of sand sometimes, and even our our own eyes. It therefore seems of MUST not stop looking because sooner or later all those we love or hate, including us, disappoint us and surprise us positively.
As a wise friend of mine said: " when you see a person that seems wonderful or scares you, imagine sitting on the toilet bowl. She also makes the cup and certainly not the most fragrant of yours. " course, is not a phrase that could have been out of the mouth of Yoda or Gandalf or Dumbledore nor Confucius, but I think it makes the idea.
of me is a very strange, bitter. I had to completely empty the wardrobe of my person to find clothes I did not think to put on and can never find them rough and not my size. I wanted them to wear the same, perhaps remembering the past because I did not want to do it. I did not even have them bought.
However, many driven by the Board and by instinct, I threw a lot and in many areas: there too, I think I mentioned it in the past does not mean it, I think I have taken so many blows that In the past I diluted in 3-4 years. All together I do not know if it's worse, everything will depend on how many and which I will give him 2011.
Some say. "You have done well to throw." Some people advised more caution and self-review. No, I think the difference if you were right or wrong, is the result, but it is sometimes too dependent on the factor C. So no chance and I'll pretend to have done just as well. In the end who wins or loses does not prove not, but it sure does not win.
I do not know what else to say non-trivial and more impersonal: I will just say that I feel different, but sad that I have not lost hope for improvement.
Greetings to all, happy new year. =)